July 11, 2015
Dearest love, I guess I need to stop expecting that I can talk to Porando and Nill again. I'm tired of waiting for that day to come. I've completely lost hope of reconciling with them. Life's like that!! You meet great people online and along with them is the fact that you are going to lose them sooner or later! It has been ten months that Porando and I haven't talked. He just vanished suddenly without telling me where he is going! Last month I found out about his Busuu account. I sent a message to him but I got no reply from him. Perhaps, he has given up his social networking sites and started to get a real life! Or he has been ignoring me? I dunno what's the reason for his sudden disappearance on JPA! TT-TT God knows how much I missed talking to him. But now, I needed to stop waiting for him. I also need to stop thinking of him every day. Most especially I need to delete his picture on my phone which I just saved last month. What if he comes back after his break and talks to me again? Well, that will be great! Nill is my sweet friend. We are both inexperienced when it comes to love life! Kkkkkk~ It has been seven months since we last talked. We still had been talking if I didn't stop opening my JPA account! I got busy and the fact that Porando wasn't opening his account anymore, I lost interest in visiting there! I didn't forget him! I always think of him every day wishing he was here with me. He's very respectful! I missed our conversation! I was grateful when he recorded himself singing as a gift for my birthday~ Unfortunately, I wasn't able to hear him singing cus the link he has given me is broken!! However, I'm thankful for his effort! *sighs* Oh Crux, visit me here in the Philippines, and then I want to go with you back to Portugal! Ahahaha! I know I lost them completely! I wish I could turn back time! On the other hand, I don't have regrets of knowing them virtually because once in my life I was loved by them unconditionally as their friend! I have to accept the fact that they aren't coming back to me anymore! What a heart-wrenching truth! I hope I can move on easily!!~ Love, Yuchae Moon
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