My Crush 'Chanak'
May 30, 2012 I just remembered the day that we had a spelling quiz in our English subject when I was in my first year of college. I got the perfect score along with my crush. I loved it! I already knew that he didn't like me. He didn't even talk to me ever since. And it did hurt me a lot. Every time we had groupings, he was always in my group and I was always the leader. Being a leader sometimes sucks, because of all of the things that are needed to be done, you would be the one who would do it unless you got the nice and helpful members. In my case, most of the time I always had the tedious, the insolent ones. I always did the research and I was used to it. Back to my crush, I called him "Chanak' whenever I talked about him with my classmates/friends. That was his codename. I liked him on July 2, 2010. Recently, I always caught him having a date with his girlfriend. Is that a coincidence? If it is, awww it hurts me. Kidding aside! I didn't like him anymore. I already accepted the fact that he wouldn't like me at all. However, I just want to ask! Of all the time, place, and people, why do I have to see him with his girl? Maybe it is a sign that I already moved on with my special feelings for him. I am just really grateful that he is happy with his love life now. No hard feelings anymore but when I was with my friends and we saw him, they would still tease me and I really hate that thing. That is why whenever I have a new crush, I hide it from them and talk in my notebook. I mean diary! I love to write, it is as if my left hand hardly feels tired. And I write so fast. I am a left-handed girl and I love it. Yuchae Moon
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AuthorI'm a woman of few words. I'm aloof. I'm reserved. I don't verbally express things well. I keep things to myself. But my mind is filled with thousands of words. I choose writing over speaking any time. Archives
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